thnx lalita............and wat to think dear? I m doing wat I have written.I am associated with Handicapped Children's Rehabiliation Association for five years though i have very tight day schedule but finacially i help them and m always there to help any child and yup i feel very happy after doing something for them.
rather i wud get arranged a gatehering wid all the peoples who hates me just to say sorry to them so that at least and last when i m dying every body s my friend.
when I said...' you could very well do it now...' I meant about the above part of your comment...so that you could call all those you hate also....YOUR FRIENDS...I guess you took me wrong my dear..and very happy to know about what you are doing for the last five years....God bless you!!!!
:))))))))............................no no i have nt took u wrong I respect ur reply dear rather i have to recall my memory bcoz i dont think i hate any body or vice versa......
how a person feel before death
We cannot start again with "love all "as like Tennis Match; it's our life match..
read this story it has all the ingredient how a person feel before dieying
"They all were looking at me on the bed.
I went back to my bedroom.
"Am I dead??" I asked myself.
Where are my wife, my children, my mom-dad and friends?
I found them in the next room, all of them were crying... still trying to console each other.
My wife was crying... she was really looking sad.
My little kid was not sure what happened, but he was crying just coz his mom was sad.
How can I go without telling my kid that I really love him, I really do care for him. ??
How can I go without telling my wife that she is really most beautiful and most caring wife in this world..??
How can I go without telling my parents that I m ... just because of you??
How can I go without telling my friends that without them perhaps I would have done most of the wrong things in my life... thanks for being there always when I need them... and sorry for not being there when they really need me..
I can see a person standing in the corner and trying to hide his tears...
Ohh... he was once my best friend, but a small misunderstanding made us part, and we both have strong enough egos that kept us disconnected.
I went there.. And offered him my hand, "Dear friend...
I just want to say sorry for everything, we r still best friends, please forgive me."
No response from the other side, what the hell?? He is still preserving his ego, I am saying sorry... even then!!!
I really don't care for such people.
But one sec.... it seems he is not able to see me!!!! He did not see my extended hand.
My goodness... AM I REALLY DEAD???
I just sat down near ME; I also wanted to cry.
"OHH ALMIGHTY!!!! PLEASE JUST GIVE ME FEW MORE DAYS..."
I just wasn't to make my wife, my parents; my friends realize how much I love them.
My wife entered in the room, she looks beautiful.
"YOU R BEAUTIFUL" I shouted.
She didn't hear my words, in fact she never heard these words coz I never said this to her.
"GOD!!!!" I screamed... a little more time plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. .
I cried...
One more chance please... to hug my child, to make my mom smile just once, to make my dad proud of me at least for a moment, to say sorry to my friends for everything I have not given them, and to thank them for still being in my life....
Then I looked up and cried!!!!
I shouted....
"GOD!!!! ONE MORE CHANCE PLEASE!!!!"
"You shouted in your sleep," said my wife as she gently woke me up. "Did you have a nightmare?"
I was sleeping....
Ohh that was just a dream....
My wife was there... she can hear me...
This is the happiest moment of my life...
I hugged her and whispered... .. "U R THE MOST BEAUTIFUL AND CARING WIFE IN THIS UNIVERSE.... I REALLY LOVE U DEAR"
I can't understand the reason of the smile on her face with some tears in her eyes, still I m happy....
I'd read as much as I can...... thats cuz reading is everything to me..... and death to me means separation from story books...... Plus reading makes me happy.... Lolz